When I grow up

...this is how I want to look like from behind when I get to be the same age as her. This is Ms. D =) Still looking as hot as ever! She has the best looking ensembles every time we have special family occasions. 

Earlier today, I was also able to witness T. T. as she paraded all her LVs and all I could ever say was - WOW. It's amazing how we are able to buy the most luxurious things in the world and they automatically release our endorphins and these endorphins eventually make us happy! Isn't it fantastic? Sometimes I come across these thoughts and all there is left for me to say is... "fan-friggin-tastic! "

Note to self, always keep both feet on the ground. Life is short so you make the best out of it. Scratch that...

LIFE IS THE BEST. You cry a little, you laugh a little. (=

Speaking of crying, I had the worst possible drama I could have ever engaged myself with last night when I arrived home - I still could not believe that I would cry over something quite superficial. If it weren't for my mom's inspirational (maldita and cruel) text messages, I would have got up from bed today at 5am with huge teary eyes with large eyebags for pictorial - thank God my mother knew the exact words to make me feel better.

Because of last night's forbidden drama with my yaya, I have decided to have my haircut tonight!

And I even came up with my very own poem:

Can you see me standing here? 

or are you just too afraid to see?

the looks I get while walking near, 

just because I'm being me 

I hear all thier silent whispers , 

when I'm walking down the hall,

I see all their disapproving looks , 

When I trip and fall. 

My only friends are the people who write the lyrics clear,

they help me stay sane while they are playing in my ear,

flowing through the speakers seaping in to my mind , 

don't call it stupid just because it's not your kind 

I may not be an angel , 

I may not be of certain kind , 

but I am something , 

I am Me 

i've realised, life has always got missing pieces.

but also, when we have the opportunity to fit in one of those pieces,

we should take chances, cause in the end, 

it will make our life a little more complete

Prove to me you aren't some wannabe social status achieving protoptypical gossip whore and I may befriend you. I probably won't remember your name after having graduated from this institution, but don't take it personally. But to be honest there are a lot more important things to remember than your bloody name. 

I'm sorry, I just had to let this out.