Having my pulpitations

I saw an orange Chanel. It makes my pulse race. It reminds me of summer. Oh how I want it to be summer already! LEAP Alternative classes today and mine was a modeling class - I was posing here and there for an hour while Patet is all the way in Rizal - for her - wait for it... TENNIS CLASS. I wanted to be in tennis pero the slots were all taken. I had to lend her my racket, my vintage racket. haha! So from 6am until exactly 8 our team just had our morning strenous workout and then we all took a bath for our 9am LEAP classes at 9. Basically, NO CLASSES TODAY. Apparently, it's Uni week. I'm just here in the lab, blogging about this unfabulous day because this room is happily airconditioned. I'm heading for training in 10 minutes, my yaya is taking so long. Anyway, I'm starting to feel as if I can walk through one door and get to the courts, walk through another and be back home, and then walk through another and be back in the buildings of my uni. I feel like Alice in my very own little wonderland pero this is real. And whatever happened across the world a day ago was reality as well, even though I feel as if a bit of it was all nothing but a dream. I am petrified to find myself clinging to anything nowadays. I miss Spain already but in a achy-heart sort of way. Something inside of me has changed the past trip - starting in Madrid and ending in Paris. I feel so young and restless.